Boyfriend/Friend problems =/?
So, the past 3 yrs has been pretty rough for me. i've been cyber bullied, mentally abused and depressed. i was a freshman when everything changed. i went into highschool alone, my 'bestfriends' abandoned me and nobody stayed true at all. i went through soo many friends this year, it's unbelieveable. im a nice girl, and im very strong, i got through it even though i'm still hurt. it was December 4th when i met this boy, from then on we got closer and closer. i was only 14 and he was 18, there was an age difference, i know...but we didn't let that stop us from being best friends, and eachothers other half. we did everything together. we would go to handles, shopping, the hookah, parties, we'd have 'girl talks' lol and we'd even cry to eachother about different things. he also took me to school with him, which i thought was nice. months passed by, and i was on vacation. it was spring break, he kept texting me and telling me how much he missed me.. we had gotten into a conversation, and it was about us two getting a little closer then we were and he admitted he started to like me. i didn't want to date or anything cause he'd be going to college & i didn't want to deal with that. i didn't follow through with my decision.... on june 13th, he asked me out. we were the happiest couple, everyone was always hookah shop us telling me how cute we looked and how happy i was. he flipped my world upside down. he made my day brighter, he wasn't just an ordinary boyfriend.. he was more then that to me. i regained friendships with 2 girls when school let out. i was so happy that things were going back to normal. about a month passed by, and we got close...we ended up doing stuff & we both lost our virginity. after that night, he wouldn't talk to me, and if we did talk, it would be a real short conversation.. 3 days after that night i went to the hospital, we were still dating at the time it's just that things weren't the sane. i got diagnosed with a lung disease and really bad asthma. the night i was in the hospital, he broke up with me.. i fell apart. i couldn't believe that happened. he was my best friend, my other half, my boyfriend, my brother.. he was my first everything, i couldn't understand why he did it. he didn't give me a good reason, either- i got at least 10 different ones and i couldn't put anything together. none of them made sense. about a week after he broke up with me, my friend came and told me that he was hanging out with my one bestfriend (#1) behind my back. they ended up watching a movie together, and kissing. i was really upset, i stopped talking to her and tried to ignore him. i didn't know her as long as i knew the other girl. girl # 1 i've known for about a year and girl #2 i've known since the 1st grade. so many rumors were going around about me and kyle, i got so sick from being depressed about everything, i lost 11 pounds in 8 days. a couple weeks later, best friend #2 started to text him & talk to him a lot. i had no problem w them being friends at all, i can't stop them from having a friend ship but it seemd like they kept getting closer. she would ask him to take her places, they hang out, at parties there always next to eachother and she knew i was there watching, he even helped her throw one ... i was pretty mad bc both the girls were there for my first heartache, hated him for it and now there both trying to get with him? they were with me when i cried day and night over him. i don't know how to handle this at all. i'm venting, but i honestly didn't put this to the exact words i want it to be in. i've been crying since the first sentence i wrote and i didn't include all the details. i need advice, i don't know how to get over him. he's all i think about 24/7. my family has been here for me but i still can't stop crying. its been a month and a couple weeks already ... me and him aren't friends, we don't talk at all. it hurts when i look at photo albums i have, graduation pics and when my baby sister asks where hes at... please help me.. :'[
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